I am back (part 3000)

Hey guys,

I realised it has been a while since I last wrote so I want to bring you back up to date what has happened.

To update myself on what it was I wrote last, I just read my most recent post and I feel so bad. No, really.

I indeed extended for six months so I could go to New Zealand. And leaving the US and my lovely host family was the hardest thing I ever had to do. My time from June to April was the best. I felt like I really got to know my host family and finally understood their lifestyle, how they were thinking and what to exspect.
Why I was not happy at first was, because my exspectations were wrong. What I wanted was a second family. I always diregarded the fact, that I was there to take care of children. I just wanted “new parents” because I was not happy with my situation back then. What you usually heard from Au Pairs in the US was that they felt like family members, they were on christmas card pictures, got their own stockings, etc. But that was not part of what they did. I mean they forgot to get dinner for me once, which really disappointed me. Continue reading “I am back (part 3000)”

Decisions, decisions

Reading my title, I have to think of the blue bunny ads thanks to watching too much Chasing life (which takes place in Boston!!!) on freeform!

What I actually wanted to tell you is I am in the US for almost seven months now that means I get the email from Au Pair in America concerning my potential extension this month.
I am quite sure I have told you before how hard it is for me to make up my mind… I have thought about extending even before I arrived, almost every day.

Before I came here I was quite sure I would extend.

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Home

Hey guys, I finally back. My adventure in the US continues. I had interesting last few months, where I put my finger in an immersion blender, had my first car accident, still have zero friends, have been to five different states, celebrated my first christmas and new years without my family, had an American thanksgiving, … Continue reading Home

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So Leuts, I have less than 24 hours left with my family. I am total panicking, not because I leave ( I think that is going to happen soon) but because I am packing my suitcase since Sunday, okay I started on Sunday and continued yesterday and I have too much stuff. Originally I thought … Continue reading 22

Impatient

Only 19 days until the new American Football regular season starts!😍🎉 I am so excited! The first game I could watch in the US is one of the 7pm games on October 22 (week 7) but somehow I doubt my host family is an American Football fan – unfortunately. Maybe I get to know an … Continue reading Impatient

Summer

Okay first of all, I have write this post again because it just got deleted. Damn it. I think I will die of boredom soon. Everyone has something to do except for me. My little cousin is in Croatia, my oldest cousin went to the North Sea with a couple of friends, even my sister … Continue reading Summer

Police interrogation

Hey there, I am very busy with learning for my A-Levels lately but I try to have time for my Host family search as well. My dream family from Texas rejected me unfortunately and I was very desperate until I got a new suggestion yesterday. I was sure that I will never find a good … Continue reading Police interrogation

What next?

Hi there, I am still here, do not worry! I do not know if I told you about my plan spending a year abroad as an Au Pair in the US this year after my A-Levels because you know that I always want to go to the US and that living in the US is … Continue reading What next?

One year

Wow, guys, can you believe that one year has passed since my last post? I get really melancholic on New Year’s Eve (I hate it actually) and feel very lonely. Sorry for not posting I feel very bad although I even gained followers that way (Hi there, by the way). I cannot believe how fast … Continue reading One year