I am back (part 3000)
Hey guys,
I realised it has been a while since I last wrote so I want to bring you back up to date what has happened.
To update myself on what it was I wrote last, I just read my most recent post and I feel so bad. No, really.
I indeed extended for six months so I could go to New Zealand. And leaving the US and my lovely host family was the hardest thing I ever had to do. My time from June to April was the best. I felt like I really got to know my host family and finally understood their lifestyle, how they were thinking and what to exspect.
Why I was not happy at first was, because my exspectations were wrong. What I wanted was a second family. I always diregarded the fact, that I was there to take care of children. I just wanted “new parents” because I was not happy with my situation back then. What you usually heard from Au Pairs in the US was that they felt like family members, they were on christmas card pictures, got their own stockings, etc. But that was not part of what they did. I mean they forgot to get dinner for me once, which really disappointed me. Continue reading “I am back (part 3000)”