Hey guys,
It is a wonder that I haven’t died of boredom yet. I am sooooooo bored. I do not know what to do. I cannot search for a job because I do not know when (and if) I have to leave for the US. Oh, by the way, I have a new suggestion from a Swiss family from Boston with whom I have skyped yesterday. It was awkward and I doubt that they will pick me as their new AuPair. I do not believe that my AuPair year will happen so I am searching for an idea what subject I could study but it either sounds boring or has no future potential. That is so frustrating!
Moreover, I am really down, nothing makes fun anymore (not even reading) and I wish I could sleep the whole day. I thought being finish with school feels better. I wish I could be back at school! (I have never imagined saying this, oh god, it is worse than I thought).
I hope you feel better and have more fun.
Becca
My wonderful planless life 
Hey! I found your blog as I am searching out positive spaces on the internet to do with teenage life! 🙂
I am in fact currently awaiting referral to an eating disorder clinic having just finished my a levels (yay..!) so reading your blog will be a welcome distraction! I look forward to future posts.
I have also recently started my own blog posting every day to document my thoughts so if you could check that out and maybe follow along and offer any advice on blogging that would be so appreciated.
Thank you and I hope you’re well!!
Amy xx
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